AwayAway

Im off to Spain Jan now and im uber excited! I get to go teach Kids how to speak english and i also get to learn Spanish as well, its so exciting to be able to move over there :)

Forget.Me.Nots.

I suppose everyone thinks the same way when it comes to memories. We always have those ones that we love and want to re-live that we can't or the one's that we wished we never had but they’re the ones that replay most in our mind. What I like remembering most is that those people that have affected us with the good or bad memories shape us every day. We could get stronger, more confident, more insecure or just a plunged into a manic depression state but, where would we be without these memories, would we have been shaped a different way? Would things that had happened changed is from what we are now?

What I’ve learned is not to hate these people from the memories, but to embrace them, because if you have so many memories of them that replay over and over in your mind, who’s to say it’s not happening in theirs. They won't forget you and you won't forget them.

Sit back and smile because some memories could mean a lot funnier things now than they did now. Even if your called a Bad person for them.

Not everything can be like eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. No matter how bad we want it, all we have to do is waiting for the days that they fade to the back of your mind.

So smile cause karma comes back to the ones who give you the bad memories

Behind the mask.

Everyone has that mask they hide behind. Even those you think you actually know you may think that you know them but you don't. We don't know ourselves that why we hide behind our masks, everyone plays a part in their own play that they call life. As much as we would like to be open with people we never will be truly open on honest with the people we trust. Many people such as myself and see past some of these masks people cover up with. A mask always has its cracks we just have to look close enough and pay attention to it enough to spot these. In these cracks you see their whole life, the things the fear, the awkward moments they try to hide from others, there true feelings the so badly try to cover up and every bit of their personality. If you think you know your best friends or you think they know you. They don't, and you don't. Unless you pay attentions and see all the cracks in the masks you’re just going to be another character in their own personal play of life.